So I'm sort of busy lately. Just some things going on, primarily school. I don't know when the next time I'll have anything up will be. It'll most likely be unexpected or spontaneous work, since I no longer have planned shoots for assignments in my photography class. The semester ended and now I have some better ones. I may have more work but I'm hoping this will help me learn to manage my workload.

Lately I've just been having the mere desire to grow up and commence my post-high school education. I've just been wanting to travel, to study photography more than I have and to actually get a well-rounded education and experience with what I love. I want to move on to studying French fluently, I already know so much that it's just making me grow tired of it. But I'm just being impatient. I'm scared for my future one day, and the next I'll be so eager to move on from high school. I can't just settle with now. This can be a frustrating mindset for me.

I think things are just making me think, once I start enjoying things now I'll be able to take time to grow and experience things. This is all such collective high school-esque spill-out that anyone could expect, but what the hell, I have feelings--don't we all? I'm gonna need to expose them somehow.

Anyway, I'm considering submitting some sort of writing piece for here that I find somewhat appropriate to consider actual prose and writing. But this is a form and style I'm very self-critical with. This probably is due to my sense for language, I find myself too systematic and indecisive with composing words to formulate ideas and concepts and moods. But my vocabulary has enough backbone to offer anyone who reads my writing to feel it has some swagger to offer.

Thanks for reading, and let me know how you're doing. (:
If anyone wants to see what I'm up to/how I'm feeling during the time; you can look at my livejournal


-ryan